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{Sunday, February 27, 2005 . What day is it??}

What day is it??

I had crab and shark fins for my Dinner.. yum yum.. and yest jus had Fried Sotong balls and Herbal Chicken.. Both my Favourite.. before dinner today, First time went to Crystal Jade to eat.. i must say i Love the Yam Puffs best.. Think i simply Love eating Yam.. but no hard ones please.. hehe.. the food there is quite alright.. but its Expensive lah.. i believe nicer food can be found even in cheaper prices.. dun have to go those ex places to eat.. examples like Beach road.. the team went there to eat today.. oh well another time..

Read in the papers today about JC Lingos..
"Shing ga them, ga them" which means "Whats done is done" at some JC..
I think for NP there are alot but recently i've been hearing pple using the word 'UBER'..

SENS: Last 2 Sea training.. so fast..


SENS blogged on 11:36 PM

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{Saturday, February 26, 2005 . Feel bad Entry.. I want this to be the last..}

Feel bad Entry.. I want this to be the last..

Been really not myself lately... or is this the real me?? I've been very stressful nowadays.. and it shall and it will end after tml, Sunday.. From last Monday, its been 7 days a week training for me, as there'll be another training on every Sunday.. and it shall carry on till MR500.. 1,3,5 gym, 2,4 trg in school, 6,7 Sea rowing.. stress over what?? over chosing elective module, chosing group mates, chosing projects..

There it goes again.. its almost 12midnight and my brother is not home yet.. and my mother called him to ask where is he.. and my mum and dad started talking loudly.. oh my.. dun like the way my family talks.. somehow it will end up raising voices.. haiz.. his O Level results will be out on monday.. i heard from my parents that he wanna study Business.. and he dun wanna go SP or NP.. he wanna go somewhere near.. NYP.. wth.. just to be with his friends ba.. hai haiz..

There's a quiz due by monday.. say give us 1 week, 23 start 28 end.. where got 1 week sia.. sianz.. gonna do tml..

Blaze the race today.. Got a 3rd placing Bronze trophy back for 4*200m.. vertical marathon was quite a success.. Jeff team won first in the opens catagory.. Ken's team won first in the inter-CCA event..

Somehow, i've been blogging for hours, and this is all i have.. The reason, cause i'm talking to people and forgot about all the stress i had.. and this shall be the last day i feel stress.. Must learn to Cope with stress and deal with it.. anyway i've learned it already.. must prioritise.. solve wats most Urgent first..

Last thing i had in mind today, i guess, when i'm Stress or Tired, I'll start to talk crap.. I think you'll hear the sweetest thing you'll ever hear coming from my mouth, but when i got Tired or Stressed, i changed them into those unbearable Sarcastic witty remarks.. which is 1 thing i dislike myself of..

Tomorrow training at 12 noon.. gonna sleep now..
Over and Out!!

SENS: When will i get my GOLD Trophy?? GOLD Medal??


SENS blogged on 10:24 PM

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{Friday, February 25, 2005 . ORDEAL.. haha..}

ORDEAL.. haha..

haven been able to come online much at night.. showing lots of feeling lately.. examples include: tiredness, hardworking, slacking, happy, stressed.. lets see what happened to me lately..
Tue trg, den went KAP celebrate birthday for Qihui and Hanxiong..
Wed went to Zouk for Hanxiong Birthday.. NTU bash.. I'm starting to feel bored about clubbing.. the music more and more not to my liking anymore.. except 1 song, i think is called joanna..
Thur training.. was late cause i went to listen about the projects stuff.. have to chose my elective module by this week and have to start chosing my FYP(Final Year Project).. Have yet to confirm my group..
Friday(today), helped Ashley carry some stuffs to clubhouse.. with Odel helping us.. i bought a puzzle.. I wonder if i've got time to piece it up.. 1000 pieces.. and Odel, if I want someone to help me piece the puzzle, i wont buy it liao.. i want to piece everything myself.. anyway thanks for your offer, you go concentrate on your studies better..
Sat Blaze the Race then Vertical Marathon.. not really very well planned.. jus hope tomorrow will be a smooth day.. Training after that..
Sunday 12-2pm training.. was supposed to have a soccer match at 3pm, but they changed to sat 2pm instead.. so yeah, wont be playing.. Long time never play field match already..
Stress is Self induced.. running away from it doesn't helps..
When I'm free, not many people wants to talk to me on MSN.. When I'm busy and abit stressed out, then Lots of people msg me in MSN..
Now I want to sleep and i keep receiving CALLS and SMS from people..

SENS: How can i sleep well with so many mosquitos feasting on me?? And worst, when they fly near your ears.. Irritating sounds..
Where are you Lizards?? I love Lizards.. Having LIZARDS in my room is better then having mosquitos in my room..


SENS blogged on 11:22 PM

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{Monday, February 21, 2005 . Something I found out.. Friends..}

Something I found out.. Friends..

The first time i met her, i don't really like her..
First impression is important, and the first thing you can let people to judge you, is your appearance, your face.. She's not the most beautiful Girl I've seen, She's not the Ugliest I've seen too.. She's just an average looking girl with all other nice features on her..
Been in the same team for almost 2 years, but not close to her and i dun really like her attitude.. and the way she laughs.. (High pitch)
She's always being bullied by other teammates, but she's still ever cheerful..
I can sense how she felt deep inside, cause I'm always being made fun of too..
She may not be the Best in the team, but she trys very hard to improve..
I only got to know her better this semester.. Seeing her almost everyday..
I realised she knows how to dress up, and seldom wear DB shirts..
I got along better with her recently, and found out she actually got a great personality..
She's Hardworking.. She's Nice.. She's Friendly.. She's Kind.. She Cares.. She got a great voice, and she can sing really well.. (There are many more, but I too tired to list down.. hehe..)
All of a sudden, she just erases all the bad things i had about her.. And just flooded me with all those good points she already Possesses, which I hadn't Noticed in the first place.. I felt so sorry for being bad at her and making fun of her too.. I'm Sorry my friend..
Although I haven't really get to know her even better, She's really a great Friend to have.. so people, if you have her as a friend, cherish it.. Don't take advantage of it..

I'm glad you are my friend.. I may not be your Best friend, But I'll still be there when you need someone or a listening ear..
Who's this wonderful and cheerful friend of mine? Its My Classmate cum DB mate Joyce.. =) Stay Happy Always!! *Smilez*

Sens: I always took a longer time to realise i've got such a great friend around.. Pai Seh.. hehe..


SENS blogged on 12:41 AM

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{Sunday, February 20, 2005 . What wrong with me?!}

What wrong with me?!

For the past few days, i've not really been MySelf.. Example, friday did circuits with Odel and gym with nic.. even nic told me "you're not the Jiansen i know!!".. and on sat, took warm down.. did it very fast.. dunno wat i rushing for.. last time i told pple Stretching must feel the stretch.. and sat, Xueli told me "warm down yao feel de.." hey doesn't that sound familiar?? =S

I've got some family probs(ain't telling), there are just a Few things i don't really like about my family.. My Father, My Mother, My Brothers.. Practically everyone, Except my Youngest Brother.. Other than that, I'm a Very Happy Guy.. =D
I Love My Family!!
I've got some of their genes and thats why i find myself irritating too.. I must change.. I shall become the person I once am, and become better..

Sens: Don't ASS - U - ME, Confirm Everything..
My Feelings that is.. and everything else..


SENS blogged on 11:48 PM

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{Wednesday, February 16, 2005 . Sick..}

Sick..

I missed lunch for 3 consecutive days, and its turning me weak.. i even almost blackout in the gym during trg just now.. shall not skip any more meals.. shall have proper meals from now onwards.. Suddenly feel sick of blogging too.. waste of time?? hee..

Yesterday was valentine's day, went to mache with DB peeps.. alright lah, suffering from headach whole day.. and Yes! i Booked my TP.. Driving Test Date on

April 11th 2005!
gonna go for revision lessons first before going for the test.. Checking of Blindspots is the most important thing..

Today, late for lecture.. Tired, Sick, Cough, Flu, Headach.. planned to take a rest in clubhouse before trg, but got pple inside talking so loudly.. anyway clubhouse is not meant for sleeping.. hee.. =X Like i said, almost blackout during training,.. was lifting up the weights, suddenly my vision started to become white, then i just bent down alittle before letting go of the bar, dropping the weights.. walked around immediately.. let the blood slowly circulate up my head..

Sens: I wanna save more money from now onwards.. i may take a break from blogging.. getting sianz and wasting of time.. heh..


SENS blogged on 12:21 AM

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{Sunday, February 13, 2005 . Host for the Day..}

Host for the Day..

Had quite a day today..
Morning help my mother prepare food den head off to play soccer.. played till the sun was directly on top of us and till the court is ours before we left.. i went straight home to see if anymore help is needed.. but my mother had already prepared everything.. Hokkien mee, curry, hotdogs, longan drink and her signature dish Kong Bah Bao.. my youngest brother's friend is already there and they were playing PS already.. i got bathed and since no one was here yet i went online to find someone to chat with.. hehe..
My mother already told me to bring my friends come.. Then she cooked alot today.. so i went calling to see if anyone wanna come.. in the end? oh well no one came.. Expected?? hmm.. abit too last min, and many are busy and all, some say its too FAR when its just a less than 45mins bus ride from SERANGOON.. hahahaha... jk yeah.. nvm lah.. i also know that if someone were to come alone, he/she wont want to.. hehe.. after awhile people start to come.. and so it starts.. with me hoping someone will reply me telling me they'll be coming.. hee..

I didn't wanted to play blackjack.. but my aunty keep asking me to play.. so yah, i thought i'll jus bring out $10 to play with till its gone then stop.. got win and lose some but win more than lose, so i managed to stay at the table till all are ready to go home.. Almost all left already, and i started to help my mother clean up.. clear all the tables and chairs.. went to throw rubbish and just simply clear and keep everything loh.. and after i bathed, i'm here blogging before i going to sleep..
My 2nd younger brother only came back ard 8pm or 9pm when some already left or started to leave.. where have he gone?? Church again.. I'm NOT being prejudiced here.. Its just that he got our parents angry everytime he went there.. like my mum said, she had no objections letting him go but staying out till so late(always 11pm or after midnight then come home..) is doing it too far.. Overboard already.. and this does not happen on sundays only.. weekdays also almost everyday go.. and when he's back home, he'll jus go online and talk on the phone, internet and sometimes on his handphone too.. Church is certainly taking up too much of his time.. and his Studies is being affected.. and its not him whos paying all the phone bills.. still want to take more from my mother just to go eat with all his other richer friends from church to go to places like Pastamania, or Cafe Cartel.. and its not jus once every month, its like once everyweek? or even more than once per week.. Why cant he be like me?? Shun Foodcourts.. I hate eating at Foodcourts.. its Expensive and the Portion is so Little!! Not Delicious too!! I totally BAN eating at Foodcourts.. only go there when everyone else want to go there.. I prefer Hawker Centres or Coffee Shops.. Its Cheap and Delicious!! not all nice food need to be expensive and not all expensive food are Nice!! ok i admit i'm not rich, I'm Stingy.. And i don't like to waste UNNECESSARY cash..

Ok i forgot where was I.. hahaha.. =) nvm.. thats roughly about all today.. shall sleep.. Valentine's Day tml.. ;)

Sens: Tml last 2 driving lessons, Hopefully.. then i will be able to book my test date already.. =D


SENS blogged on 11:58 PM

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{Saturday, February 12, 2005 . I Love Chinese New Year!!}

I Love Chinese New Year!!

Today went to school then rush back to bring my brothers go to my aunty's house.. on the way back, saw 2 buses coming, the one infront is crowded so boarded the second bus.. when the door open, u can immediately smell the smelly odour its giving out.. its the foul smell coming from all the sweaty secondary school kids.. No Wonder the bus is so empty.. heh.. i saw one sweat till his shirts and pants are all wet and his shirt is unbottoned at the top and he's flapping away his shirt..
I just cant stand the smell so i alighted at the next Stop.. I would rather be in a crowded bus squeezing than in a putrid smelling bus.. the boys and girls know they are sweating like mad yet they still boarded the bus.. I really pity the bus driver.. Why can't they go bath or at least wait till they are drier and less smelly before boarding the bus?? For me, when i play soccer outside and there's no showers, i'll wait till i cool down or drier before changing to another shirt before boarding bus and heading for somewhere else.. If you at least wait till you're drier, u'll smell less.. cause you're still in open air! If you're still sweating and board a bus immediately, the bus being an enclosed area, will definitely contain the smell and even smell worst!! Why can't people be more considerate yeah...

Anyway, Brought my brothers to my aunty's house and stayed till ard 11pm.. And this is the First Time i got Bitten by a DOG!! haha.. his teeth are very sharp, and the markings are very clear at first.. i bleed too.. but now my skin getting better liao.. the marking's almost gone.. hee.. Forgot to take picture.. aww..

Brought my bros back.. then while walking back home, i taught my youngest brother how to sing a song.. and he learns fast.. haha.. taught him to sing Ah Mei Ah Mei..

Ah Mei ah mei ji shi bang jia zhuang,
Wo ji de kuai fa guang..
Jin Tian Jin Tian Jin Tian Lao shi jiang,
Wo shi fo you xi wang..

Haha.. we 3 brothers never went out together before Alone and this is the First Time.. and i think i did quite a good job, laughing all the way back with my youngest brother.. hehe.. he's so cute..

Sens: Sunday all my Relatives are coming to my house.. gonna be busy helping my mother out that day.. Do you think there'll be space to ask my friends to come?? ;P


SENS blogged on 12:56 AM

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{Wednesday, February 09, 2005 . Hmm.. Changing??}

Hmm.. Changing??

Happy Chinese Lunar New Year!!

Just got back from my 4th Uncle's house, went for reunion dinner there loh.. and its my first time playing Mahjong with my relatives.. played with my aunties too.. heh.. it was supposed to be my cousin playing, but she got tired and asked me to take over while she sleep.. so i took over loh.. stayed there till 3am then came back.. wanted to watch the countdown on tv, but all my little cousins wanna play PS.. and i missed the counting down..

Think I'm changing, i was early for my lecture today.. i'm always late, so i can say this is the First time after weeks or even months where i reached there on time, got there earlier somemore.. hee.. got back my CSF results, not very good, one of the lowest in class.. who can i blame But me for not studying.. oh well can pass good enough already.. after that waited for Ben and Henry and went home together..

I really think i've changed, cause i Packed my table at last!! well spent around 3.5hrs cleaning up.. and i told myself to throw everything away, even if i think i may use it in the future.. well because i like to keep things.. and lots of other stuffs.. i'm a hoarder.. and they have been collecting Dust for Years!! now my table looks and feel more spacious.. =) Remember i said i wanted to clear my table on sunday, well i didnt do that, then today then clear loh.. By the way, I'm Allergic to Dust.. and i've known about this since a long time ago, but i still carry on cleaning up.. This is what will happen to me, whenever I'm cleaning or wiping things, if there's dust, even a slight bit, i'll sneeze, my nose will start to water, it will feel very uneasy(have to constantly wipe my nose).. My hands, and any other body part will get very Itchy.. Especially my face.. i just don't like to clean up, so when they(commitee) ask me to wipe the trophies in clubhouse, i'll do it, but i'll need Lots if tissue lah.. hehe..
Talking about allergy and my nose, here's something about me.. Whenever my nose gets hit, or maybe got touched too hard or pinched by other people, my nose will start to itch and i'll start to sneeze.. sometimes non-stop.. An example, there was a few times when i play soccer and my face jus got rammed by the ball right in my face, i started to sneeze uncontrollably and everyone have to stop like 5-10 mins before we resume the match.. by then, my eyes are red already.. So everyone, Please don't touch my nose.. Its very sensitive.. it has a Very High Sensitivity which will make me sneeze non-stop.. i don't like perfumes smells too..

SENS: I shall Change to be a Better boy from now on..


SENS blogged on 4:29 AM

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{Monday, February 07, 2005 . Happy 21st Birthday Giap!!}

Happy 21st Birthday Giap!!

I'll see what i can remember about today.. Morning went to play soccer with my long time friends.. and realised that the types of friends you have are what type of person you are now.. We were supposed to meet at 9am, then everyone started to stroll in at 9.45am(i reached ard 9.30 2nd to be there only heh..) well you might have guessed, latecomers are what we are.. =S Awhile later, i went to cut my hair.. and went home to have lunch.. i didnt took my breakfast, and for lunch i jus ate porridge, imagine how hungry and lethargic i was.. After lunch, i accompany one of my friend go KLKK.. he wanted to buy shoes and a collared shirt.. and me, i wanted to get the adidas shirt i want.. Here starts the longest time spent today..

First, we went to AMK Sportslink, cause i told him the shoes there all very cheap.. he bought a pair of teva sandals and an Adidas plain white collared shirt.. i couldn't find the plain white shirt with 3 Silver stripes joining at one end that i wanted, tempted to buy a nike total 90 shirt instead, but i saw someone wearing it and so, i forgo the thought.. I don't like to have something common where everyone else have.. I want/like something unique.. thats me i guess..
Then i suggested going to suntec and buy, telling him i saw it there before.. we reached suntec's big Adidas store and i started scouting around for that shirt i want.. and i can't find it.. i even asked the sales assistant if they have those shirts, and they said no, no more liao.. too bad then.. =( at the next moment, i saw someone wearing the same design that i wanted to buy walking in.. his is in black and the sides are white with those 3 Silver Stripes at the base of the shirt.. Its nice, and i was thinking "hmm.. the black one also very nice, if only they still have it here.." well they don't and the shorts that i wanted also can't be found there.. But i saw another Adidas collared shirt which is very nice, its supposed to match nicely with another 3/4 shorts.. i tried both out together and it turned out nice.. too bad the shirt size is L and its abit too large for me.. I asked if there was a size M and there was none.. but the sales rep offered to help me call other outlets to see if they've got the size.. in the end, the one at centrepoint has a size M.. and i asked him to reserve 1 for me, and told him to asked if there's a size L for the shorts over there, so i could just buy everything there.. and it turned out that there is..
Well, me and my friend went to centrepint to buy the set of Adidas clothing i saw.. Then he told me, "Wah the shop so small.." and i replied, "The place so wu lu, thats y have all the sizes lah.. not much pple come and buy mah.." if you people don't know there's an Adidas shop at centrepoint, allow me to guide you.. First floor, turn left towards perlini's silver, then turn right and walk straight in.. and i walked till very tired.. heh..

After that went home fast, took the fruits i or rather my mother prepared, and rush off to Giap's house to celebrate his 21st Birthday.. Was the only 1 who brought something there for his potluck, and not the last one to reach although i reached at 8.45pm.. he told us to meet at 7pm at his house.. and Ah Huat reached there the earliest.. The rest were Late.. After that came back home and here i am blogging.. i shall go sleep now, tomorrow morning still have driving lesson..

Oh yah, one more important thing.. tomorrow and friday is AGM interview already.. and this time round, its gonna be a VERY VERY tough choice.. One thing, there's not many who can fit into the roles.. oh well i'm not gonna be the one who makes the final decision..

Sens: Its not the type of kiss you receive, its how you feel inside when you get it..


SENS blogged on 1:13 AM

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{Friday, February 04, 2005 . Its like finding 50 bucks... =D}

Its like finding 50 bucks... =D

Today was the same as yesterday.. went to learn driving then went school do gym.. after that went home.. Its like Repeating the same day all over..

After dinner, my father asked me to follow him down to Cold Storage to buy Drinks.. Then told me he'll give me $50 if i follow him down.. So yeah, I seldom go out with him too, followed him down and got $50 to buy new clothes for Chinese New Year loh.. hehe.. Treat the carrying of Drinks as training loh.. haha.. Easy 50 Earned yeah?? haha..

As for yesterday's entry, i may sound abit shocked, but the reason i'm shocked was who's the one smoking.. cause i know of others in our team who smokes.. But this guy you dun expect him to smoke loh.. Furthermore I know his brother loh.. Enough said.. Talking about smoking, i once happen to find a packet of cigarettes in my father's pocket(i forgot the reason y i looked in..).. My mother dun like us to smoke.. and me myself hate the smell, even if its passive smoking.. Lucky i never saw my father smoke before.. maybe he did it outside?? whatever it is, i'm glad he didnt smoke at home.. i jus hope he'll stop soon..

I completed Stage 3 of my Driving today.. left with 3 more assessments(lessons) to go.. Thought can complete before CNY, but for the next 2 weeks, all fully booked.. only managed to book the 8.35am session on 7th(monday) and lucky enough to book two on 8.35am and 10.30am 14th of February(Valentine's Day) so yeah have to wait a little longer before i can book the test date.. the next test date is on 7th April.. i hope i'll be able to book on that day..

Sens: Tomorrow I shall use the $50 and buy the Addidas Shirt that i wanted to buy.. =)


SENS blogged on 9:47 PM

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{Thursday, February 03, 2005 . Driving License.. Part 2..}

Driving License.. Part 2..

I asked another instructor today and he said after completing all my Driving practical lessons, I can go Book for my TP(Driving Test).. I just have to do my 1 compulsary Auto Lesson before the Test itself.. So yeah if thats really possible, i might be getting my license some time in April.. =) Today he even praised me that my driving very good, sure can pass one lah.. hehe..

After driving i went to school do gym.. And saw something Unbelievable.. I saw this DB guy Smoking!! I wont say it out in public.. Never told anyone.. Only those of you who reads my blog will know that there's a smoker in our team.. And i'm telling you its not Ken.. Ken has Quit.. My shoulders and back are aching.. i gonna sleep now.. tomorrow I shall complete Stage 3 of my Driving.. Leaving with Stage 4.. Last 3 assessment lessons before i can book my TP..

Sens: My room is in such a mess right now.. Even me myself dun like the sight of it.. =S i shall clear everything on sunday.. Remind me.. =)


SENS blogged on 10:57 PM

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{Wednesday, February 02, 2005 . Almost Killed..}

Almost Killed..

Almost Killed a BIRD that is.. heh.. Just got back from driving, and almost ran over a Stupid bird.. It just suddenly flew down right in front of my car while i was Driving..
I Swerved, It Flew, I got Reprimanded..
Lucky i'm not having a test.. the instructer told me i should jus Go Over it, if i want to, i should Stop.. By turning away, another car might hit my car, lucky there was no cars around at that moment.. My fault too.. i should not have swerved out like that, its Dangerous and I'm Endangering others lives including mine.. So for those people who's keen on learning Driving, Remember this, if you see that you're about to hit some one or something, be it a Life form or non-living thing, Stop and Don't Turn Away.. By turning away, you may cause more Danger..

And I'm late for my Last test today.. Partly because of a traffic jam, and also because of me waking up late, due to a severe headach the night before.. Lucky managed to complete it, but no time to check, left some blanks.. and i only studied on the way to school.. due to my headach last night and my laziness to study lah.. haha.. After test went to gym then driving.. gonna take a nap now before my headach starts acting up..

SENS: I wonder how well will I do for my common tests.. With not much studying whatsoever.. Come to think of it, I always study last minute.. hehe..

If it weren't for the last minute, a lot of things wouldn't get done...


SENS blogged on 5:27 PM

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{Tuesday, February 01, 2005 . Can't Smile.. =|}

Can't Smile.. =|

I've got an ulcer inside at my right cheek.. and for the whole day i can't smile.. when i force a smile, it hurts.. thats why all day long, my face have been looking like that.. -_-
Today quite boring ah.. did nothing much.. woke up laze around, then went to school do gym before heading back home.. and now i'm here in front of my laptop blogging away.. shall go study now.. Last test tomorrow at 8.30am..

SENS: Who wanna take part in National Vertical Marathon organised by NTU?? Team of 5 or Lover's challenge..


SENS blogged on 9:19 PM

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