Graduation Dinner..

Today is the day my batch which i came in with had their Graduation Dinner.. As they went out one by one to take their polo tees, sourveniors and had their Speech, I'm just sitting behind them thinking why am i not graduating with them? Why cant i graduate together with them? As Kelvin Tan is giving his speech, he cried, and I Teared.. Now as i flash back about what he said just now, and flashing back on my 3 years training with them, I'm starting to tear.. I'm not one who tears easily.. and this, i can truely say, is my 2nd time tearing for NPDB.. the first time is when Guan Hong that batch left, last June race, I cried..

In my Heart, all along I always treat myself as This Batch, Our Batch who came in together.. Not as the current yr3s.. This is My Batch.. The batch which we Pushed hard Together.. The batch which had the 'Cat's Sleeve' Yellow Regatta Race Tee.. The Batch with the Dragon Head Dark Blue June Race Tee.. The Last Batch to own the Yellow Stripes Training Tee.. The Batch with the Least number of people join and also Least number of people Leave.. The Batch which witnessed 2 Capsize.. This is MY BATCH.. And I'm gonna Miss them.. Miss trg with them.. Miss going down for races with them.. I'll be Missing Kelvin Tan, Ryan, Derick, Jinyuan, Ken, Henry, Leo, Hong Giap, Ellyas, Xueli, Sheryl, Thipa and Hui Ying.. I wont foget our trainings together.. And those Happy and Tough Times we had Together.. The Memories that we shared.. The pain that we endured.. The Fun and Dinners we had.. And most importantly, the BOND that still BINDS within us!! =) I'll Miss you People..

Next Weekend, it'll be my Last Race with them.. and i would very much like to row with them..
If can, of cause i'll want to row in all 4 catogaries namely IVP Mens and Mixed, Opens Mens and Mixed.. But our coach will limit Each rower to 3 races.. And I really wanna row in Both Mix events.. Both IVP events too.. And have a Last race with My Batch too.. and thats almost all the races.. haa.. oh well, i'll leave it to Ah Huat on race day.. The line-up is more or less ready, and i predict that i'll be rowing for IVP Mens, Opens Mens, and Opens Mixed.. I wanna row badly for IVP Mixed.. But Sacrifices have to be made.. And this is Indeed Really a very Hard and Painful one.. Ouch! But I BELIEVE Ah Huat will be making the correct Decisions on the race days.. :)

SenS: Believe!! We are there!! We Can Do It!!

SENS blogged on 1:15 AM

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Problems..

Wed.. had TP(Driving Test), Failed again, 2nd time.. sadded.. wanna know why? ask me personally, lazy to type out.. heh..

Been really busy with my project.. heh.. Today supervisor came in at 5pm, talk with us, especially me, till around 5.30pm, because i'm the least productive.. cant show her anything.. heh.. and i'm late for training.. ran from my blk 8 to clubhouse, change and get my shoes before finding them at Grandstand.. jus in time for them to start Push-Ups.. It was hell-day for guys freshies.. i wished i was with them.. haa.. oh well, Seniors did warm-up with female freshies.. after push-ups and sit-ups, went straight to toilet to let out atomic bomb.. den ran back jus in time for them to start running.. No Stretching done.. Forgot to do my 100 Push-ups as punishment.. haa..

And as Expected, my Shin became hardened.. endured the pain throughout the run, even went forward to stop Traffic.. after first round, Senior Guys went for a second round.. of cos speed increase, Seh Meng lead.. Front part still can catch up, after the first up-slope, my back starts to hurt.. Damn sianz, but still endured the pain and ran with them.. although lagging behind but not too far away.. haa.. after SIM that slope, they waited there.. and we waited for everyone to be there before completing the run.. If only i had stretched and with no pain, i'll be the one leading already.. haa.. IF ONLY.. LOL..
Gym was fast.. did 3 sets continuious.. my group use long bar, and add only 2.5kg for the 3 sets.. for me, 1st set 7.5kg, 2nd set 2.5, 3rd set 5kg.. and thats it, all do very fast.. so after everyone in my group completed, i went on to do another set, with heavier weights, 10-10kg Universal bar.. haha.. wats the point when u go gym don't wack right? haha.. we went to the pool to do some hand exercise after that.. den we gather and we sang some songs.. 'Peng You' and 'Xiao Wei'.. I feel very emotional when we sang 'Peng You'.. always like that.. haa.. whenever i sing this song, i would feel very emotional, sometimes till the extend that i almost cried.. haha.. den we ask ah huat to stand in the centre and we sang to him.. FEEL THE BOND!!

After trg went market to eat, den meeting.. heh.. when i jus got home, jus open door only, Oliver called me and ask me to in charge of the paddles on sat.. i think i'm the most busy person right now in NPDB.. haha.. lets count, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, yeah 5 Things to be done.. (Not High 5 ah.. haha..) wanna know whats the 5 den jus ask me personally loh.. haha..

SenS: Why can't they be Flexible??

SENS blogged on 12:44 AM

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Wierd Feeling.. :S

For the past few days, i've been having all types of feelings..
Feeling Stress due to lots of things, DB stuffs to settle, School work, Projects, and maybe some others.. but come to think of it, All these can be done easily, or some problems are jus fixed, you're not able to do anything to solve it till the time is right.. so there, whats there to worry? haha.. Better Don't think so much.. =)

"The most wasted day is that in which we have not laughed.." If you believe this, then i've not wasted any of my days.. I've got friends who made me laugh.. If not, then it'll be me to make people laugh.. Maybe laugh at my silliness, but hey, i never let their days be wasted.. :P hahaha..

Had Training today, Told ah huat i'm too tired to row, for the last 2 sets.. haa.. have been rowing for 8 sets on a much heavier boat.. had to drive fast all the way.. Imagine going down and giving all 100% from the very first stroke for every set, Shiok man.. hahaha..

On Friday, went out with some of the DB girls to queensway den to town.. and i saw this bag which is really nice at heerens.. Philosophy bag.. it has almost the same compartments as my current Deuter bag.. but my deuter is big and bulky due to the back support.. and the Philosophy bag is slightly bigger.. I don't Imply anything, jus that I'm saying I like the bag, and Its NOT a Want or Need.. =)
For people who have been going out with me recently, i also mentioned that I like Oakley Half-Jacket SunGlasses, Cause its the only type of Sunglasses that fit me(I think).. :) Its also a Like, NOT a Want or Need.. Maybe all I want is for people to remember my Birthday, thats why for the past few weeks i've been saying my birthday coming soon, which in fact is in 1 months time.. hehe.. Suddenly I feel so bad and Buei Hiao Bai heh.. :S

Thinking too much lately.. Shall think less..
Race coming, Everyone is ready.. I'm Ready for them too.. :)
I want my Medals.. and I Want it Badly.. My LAST June Race to get a medal in IVP.. Let them be my Birthday Presents instead.. =)

SENS: A need of Sleep.. :)

SENS blogged on 1:10 AM

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Thoughts..

Fast recap of past few days.. Had Invitational race.. Guys 1st, Girls 3rd..
lazy to blog.. will jus anyhow type out wats in my mind.. if it doesn't link or make anysense, sorry.. heh..

3 weeks to race, 1 last Training left..
my last training stands for 1 Last Guy's/Girl's Training.. sundays training mix.. If 25th June race we're not going, den we'll have another extra day to train.. If not, we'll have to train less of mix, making use of the first hour on sundays..
Guys will be going to 2nd and 3rd July race being Aimmed.. and the pressure gonna be on us.. but i trust my centre and back pack to give all out.. We have to train even harder with this short time left.. and start getting everyone's mindcept tuned correctly, towards our race..
Girls will be going in as underdogs, and i know they are going to perform with all they have.. and all their best.. And its Time to tune everyone's mindcept towards race..
For both guys and girls team, we need to train up on our mental strength.. we have the physical strength there.. And with even more powerful Mental Strength, we will do even better.. ;)

Lots of things have been going on in my mind.. and mostly are DB stuffs.. with SDBA changing organisation to take over, now i have to book the boats weekly/regulary.. and races coming up, the number of boats and timings are changing.. Called today to book on sat and someone told me last sat got time clashes, partly due to Lim wee cock, cos some book from him.. Lucky we went for races that day already.. heh..

Sens: Too tired.. signing off.. will blog more about my thoughts some other day.. =)

SENS blogged on 1:07 AM

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Short Break..

Now in library having a short 1 hr break from 2-3pm.. a quick recap for last week..
slept for 3-5hrs everyday.. and this week gonna be the same.. heh.. went for DnD on sat.. was very rush.. in the end reach quite late.. heh.. the event was alright..

I gonna be very packed for this month, month of june.. with 3 races coming up.. the most important which we'll be focusing being Dragon Boat festival regatta on 2nd and 3rd July.. Next week, 11th june is Poly race.. Lucky this race came first.. cause, sad to say, I dun really have that race Feeling, like what i used to have like before.. I'm just giving all out for every training..

And i never type wrongly.. Yeah its 3 races, the other is


which is on 25 June..

SENS: Off to play Ming Xing San Que Yi now.. haha..

SENS blogged on 2:22 PM

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Rush!

Gonna be a short post.. hopefully weekend got time to blog again.. tml gonna be a rushing day.. will be at SDBA for around 4 hrs from 11+ to 4pm, after that rushing home, get a hair cut and proceed to Sportscamp DnD..

SENS: I Miss...... You... Gym... Sleep... Time... Trainings... the Feeling... =)

SENS blogged on 1:19 AM

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Packed for June..

My Parents just went to malaysia for 1 week, and I'll have to do all the chores like Washing, mopping the floor, make breakfast for my Brother etc.. Today 8-5pm lessons, 5.30pm Training, around 70-80+ freshies came, only 8 girls came.. went to eat at KAP, had meeting till 11pm reached home around midnight, washed clothes, as i blog down here.. tml waking up at 5.30am.. gonna hang up clothes and fold them, and maybe have to take the previous down too if my bro didnt do it tonight.. 9-1pm lessons tml.. after that, going for my first Driving Revison after 1-2 months, at 2.40pm.. after driving going to buy DnD shirt.. Thursday 8-5pm project day.. after that going for project breifing at 5pm, gonna miss first part of training.. going to have dinner.. hopefully no Meetings? haha.. cause Friday project day, 8-5pm and i gonna be waking up at 4.30am to hang clothes most prob.. haha..

Saturday SportsCamp DnD.. gonna be rush for me that day, Sunday 5th June Uncle Sadu is going to leave SDBA.. the following Saturday, 11th June, Poly race..

Next week start, every wednesday freshies trainings.. and this wednesday onwards, i going for Driving revision for 3 weeks, before my TP on the 4th week..

And abit into July.. hee..
1st July Nic Birthday..
2nd and 3rd July, Dragon Boat Festival Regatta..
6th July my Birthday, Planned to get everyone to be at Zouk.. (Or should I postpone 1 week till Term Break? Shall see..)
8th July Oliver's Birthday..
Term Break, Thinking of going back to work at Halo Bar.. hee..

SENS: Feeling stressed and Freaking Tired now.. off i go.. not into dream land.. but prepare to hang clothes.. hahaha..

SENS blogged on 1:16 AM

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