Feel bad Entry.. I want this to be the last..

Been really not myself lately... or is this the real me?? I've been very stressful nowadays.. and it shall and it will end after tml, Sunday.. From last Monday, its been 7 days a week training for me, as there'll be another training on every Sunday.. and it shall carry on till MR500.. 1,3,5 gym, 2,4 trg in school, 6,7 Sea rowing.. stress over what?? over chosing elective module, chosing group mates, chosing projects..

There it goes again.. its almost 12midnight and my brother is not home yet.. and my mother called him to ask where is he.. and my mum and dad started talking loudly.. oh my.. dun like the way my family talks.. somehow it will end up raising voices.. haiz.. his O Level results will be out on monday.. i heard from my parents that he wanna study Business.. and he dun wanna go SP or NP.. he wanna go somewhere near.. NYP.. wth.. just to be with his friends ba.. hai haiz..

There's a quiz due by monday.. say give us 1 week, 23 start 28 end.. where got 1 week sia.. sianz.. gonna do tml..

Blaze the race today.. Got a 3rd placing Bronze trophy back for 4*200m.. vertical marathon was quite a success.. Jeff team won first in the opens catagory.. Ken's team won first in the inter-CCA event..

Somehow, i've been blogging for hours, and this is all i have.. The reason, cause i'm talking to people and forgot about all the stress i had.. and this shall be the last day i feel stress.. Must learn to Cope with stress and deal with it.. anyway i've learned it already.. must prioritise.. solve wats most Urgent first..

Last thing i had in mind today, i guess, when i'm Stress or Tired, I'll start to talk crap.. I think you'll hear the sweetest thing you'll ever hear coming from my mouth, but when i got Tired or Stressed, i changed them into those unbearable Sarcastic witty remarks.. which is 1 thing i dislike myself of..


SENS: When will i get my GOLD Trophy?? GOLD Medal??

SENS blogged on 10:24 PM

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