Let The Music Heal Your Soul..

This is the song i'm listening now.. Its a very soothing song.. Nice song.. Second Best song i like.. Hehe.. I still cant find my Favourite song since i last formated my laptop.. heh.. Its called Hands To Heaven by Breath.. If anyone got that song please send me can? Thank you in advance..

Suddenly feel so troubled.. dunno y.. heh.. du lan with my bro.. attitude.. disrespectful.. Totally Different from me.. heh.. Physical wise diff too.. haa.. and i admit, he's taller and perhaps thats why people see him as more handsome? haa.. but thats definately not the reason y I dulan.. He doesn't want to go to my cousin's place because his friends there gamble big, play si ki pi(4 cards).. min $10 and you can see people playing in hundreds.. haa.. smoke too.. He said nothing to do too.. heh.. and he told my mum if he see she take out $50, he'll create a scene and want to leave or argue/talk about christianity with my aunt(A Christian).. And yes who can not be pissed at that point when he said that.. WTH.. My mother told him my Aunt's husband is very sensitive about it.. and tell my bro better dun say any wrong things.. How can my bro behave like that sia.. Thats not the way to discourage someone not to gamble loh..


Not say superstitious or what lah hor, but yesterday he ask my mum to help him carry a book(shu) cause he got nothing to do.. And guess how long he read it? For a mere 5-15mins on the train.. After that, it was in my mum's bag.. and my mum lose money.. heh.. he even went off early to meet his friends.. and expect my mother to bring it home for him.. Its quite a thick book, Hard cover, and about christian stuffs i think.. I'm not against Christians, I've been to churches before and i find it fun.. sometimes enlightening.. But the way my bro is spending his time there is totally too Much.. I've seen People converting to Christians and their change is too much.. its like totally another person..

I find that every religion wants to teach you to be a better person.. And they have different teachings.. Thats why people have different beliefs too.. And you cant blame them for believing something.. you can only disagree with them, that is if you dun believe.. haa.. For me, I'm a Free-Thinker.. Being a Free-Thinker does NOT mean believing in everything, anything.. For me, Its Believing in YOURSELF..

I shall end today's entry.. tired liao.. heh.. CNY was good.. Tommorrow will be better!! :D

SenS: If I tell you I Love You, Will you be mine??

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